Wednesday, February 19, 2014

I hate everyone today.....

I hate everyone and everything today, seriously... I do. I'm sure that there's some anxiety going on about getting my PET scan results tomorrow but for whatever reason I'm just so angry today. I hate cancer, I hate that my lungs hurt, I hate that I can't even take a shower without being completely exhausted. I hate that my arms and feet are covered in bruises from the THIRTEEN needles they poked in me yesterday trying to get an IV placed. I hate laundry. I hate the color of my walls. I even picked a stupid fight with Dave for no reason. I've literally been sitting around seething today. It's stupid. And pointless. I know this. THEN I picked up Piper (7) from school...... Kids have such enthusiasm for life and it didn't take much more than her "hey mom, I had a great day today how was yours... Are you feeling good or bad today, I hope good cause I super love you" in that imgoingtotalkuntilirunoutofbreath way and BAM my day was better...... I still have scanxiety about tomorrow but, I know there's nothing I can do to change those results. Sigh...... I'll update tomorrow when I get the "news" and hopefully I'll be back to my normally upbeat self! Lol 


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